God I am such a coward. I need to call…but, but I can’t! -^- It’s like I’m making every legitimate excuse not to. Fear is body-consuming. I get about 3 feet of the phone and turn face faster than I can blink.
I just can’t do it! T^T
BUT THE PAPERWORK IS DUE TOMORROW..! AND I’VE BEEN TRYING TO CONTACT THEM FOR TWO WEEKS! ;^; DAMN IT, I’M PANICKING. THIS IS BAD, REALLY BAD.